Beachie day

Aaron and I went out to the beach today, Not to do swimming, Its still to cold for that! But to walk somewhere and see a change of view. It was so nice! I love the smell of the ocean, and the sound. Ocean thearpy.  We went to esquimalt lagoon today in Victoira. We saw people with doggies and stuff walking around and people with buckets.  Aaron and I haven't been, I got to drive by it with a friend of mine a few days ago, but we looked around, I didn't bring my camera. I was to scared of bring it with me, I felt shakey today.

 It was really nice! One side is more rocky, and you see a bunch of people wondering around, along with birds, the other side has ocean, waves, and rocks, and sand. There we even saw geoduck spraying water! It was kind of cute, Too bad they aren't cute. The tide was so low today, and we saw a bunch of crabs running around on the rocker side. Or what looked rocky until you came up to it, and noticed it was just a field ( A tiny bit) Of nothing but shells! They had a bunch and I was so amazed and happy. I saw hermit crab, he was chilling in a pool of water! I also saw a few green crabs, Which aren't very good. There invasive. There really pretty, but they aren't very good. 

~ Green Crab info link! ~ 

We also saw some people with buckets walking around! There was lots of really nice oyster shells too! I got a new one and I'm going to clean it, I also picked up a few more crab bodies. I still need to take photos of the collection I'm growing. 

It was a nice day at the beach, the sand felt nice it was so warm! I was hoping I could have saw some star fish or something, but what I saw was pretty good! I had fun!

Next time I'm going to bring my camera next time we go, I also want to bring, water shoes or rubber boots so I can walk out into the water! I want to go up to the light house they have out there! it would be nice. There was also some really old cool stuff close to the lagoon, over at Fort Rodd Hill. Also when we were walking back to the bus we saw a snake! and some really cute black slugs just hangin' around. 

Just some stuff's

this is amber citrine. Its my newest stone I got myself yesterday!

Aaron also bought me a new book yesterday! it was really awkward because the lady at the second hand book store put it into a bag that said wedding bells. When Aaron noticed, she smiled, and Aaron felt really awkward. I laughed. I though it was too funny. =3

I also did some wax art yesterday

I'm not great with wax yet. :3 

Oh and this is my outfit today!

Oh and Hai under boob

Hair Chalk

So for me, before I go back to normal hair, I'd like to do some really crazy fun colors, even just for awhile. I don't want to dye my hair. And a few days ago while being at a local shop, we saw some box thing for hair chalking. I've heard of it before, but I forgot and when I saw it I was pretty happy! You don't need to bleach and it works for all hair colors, blondes, brunettes, redheads. One of the brands I heard people use is Artist Loft. (Which you can get at michaels) 

I want purple/lavender colored hair. :3

Does this sound silly?

So it came to me a few days ago, I want the deck to feel comfy, more of a yoga, boho/indie themed balcony.  I want wood, lush greens, really natural look, a bit of blues in lanterns, a bird feeder, nice lights. Just a really relaxing area to go to. And a fountain for running water.

This is really want I kind of want to do in a way. (I have my own idea in my head) It's just so beautiful. 

tranquil. I guess would be maybe the word I'm looking for? I've been thinking about the sitting stuff for our deck and how I don't want something like chairs. (Most look really uncomfortable. and I want to sit on the deck, not point to that area and say 'yeah we totally sit out on the deck... -stares at webs- well aside from there... Err... lets sit inside?') I was thinking of having something that doesn't really pick how you sit out on the deck, you can sit, lay, cuddle. You aren't limited by the chairs.  Plus I don't want the 'chairs' to limit the space we have. 

So, it came to me... outdoor dog pillows for large dogs! Not used (allergies)But brand new. And not for dogs, but for us to sit on? Something we can have outside, and we can bring inside or put inside of a box to keep them dry. 

We also could than get different, sizes, shapes, and color/patterns on them! Like some that are black, or purple, or blue, and them some with patterns. I also was thinking about getting a shorter table and stuff. 

Update

Today has been a great day, It's amazing to be able to report and say I had a great day!! It's great to wake up feeling happy, it's nice to feel like I'm able to smile and giggle, and be happy. I haven't felt like this before in a long time so it's weird.  I woke up pretty good, I woke up early this morning. (Again!) and I had breakfast and sat at the computer a bit before getting ready. I was going to hang out with a photographer friend today and take photos while wondering around, compared to sitting at home.  So I did that, I packed brought water with me, and my camera. (Tricky tricky, I remember my memory card. :P)  and I got ready to go. We oringally planned to go to Sand cut beach.  But we ended up doing something different and something more fun.  I got a few rocks, and we went by the ocean, we were lookin' for crazy long grass. But we found some pretty greens in stand.

I took some pictures. (If you have me on facebook you've already saw them) 

Those are the photos I took while I was out. I'm gettin' better, I think. Right? 

Once I got back home Aaron was already here waiting, and he picked me up so could vote. I got a sticker after voting. (I've never voted before so I was a bit worried this would be one of those hard things) But I liked it. It was a lot easier than I thought it would be. I also got a sticker. 

(and if your dyslexic like me.... we both can't read this backwards, but it says "I Voted")
I also got a refill on my meds today, and I am in utter love with my meds, I also talked to the doctor a lot more than I think they were used to, because there eyes got really big like "My gosh, she can talk. O_O" It was kind of funny. Not in the disrespectful kind of way, It's just I don't tend to be able to chat with people. I shake my head a lot, and I'm pretty softer spoken. I also have a new appointment this Thursday with a new  counselor. 

I also got two new things.

(Aside from the sticker! and the photos, and the dirt that I most likely tracked into the house!)

I got a new hair brush. With Boar bristles. It's nice, it's also feels really good to brush my hair.  It smooths it all out. 

I also got that, it's suppose to be a sleepy top/lingerie. But it currently looks really cute with my outfit. So I have it on like this. <3 

The only bad thing that's happened today to me is that my chocolate mint plant looks a bit gloomy. I really hope she isn't dying. Because I really love her. But she looks in bad shape, so now I'm keeping a close eye on her. I also have huge plans for tomorrow, I want to clean, the windows (inside and outside) and try and clean/wash the walls in this house because I'm going really crazy seeing streak marks, and like greasy finger prints.